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title: void
date: Friday, December 04, 2009
time:10:31 AM

why is everyone else around me sad :(
it's so saddening :((((((

title: gone, lost, dead.
date:
time:9:47 AM

much as i want to believe i was wrong all along,
reality has to just prove me time and again that i was right.

:(

how can such a perfect thing end up in this way.
it was a recurring nightmare for the whole 5 hours of sleep last night.

im lost again.

worried, angry, sad, disappointed, doubtful.

just as ive convinced myself to let go and embrace what's in place for me
it is shattered. :(
what should i do
what should we do

im afraid of the what's installed for them now

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title: 掌纹
date: Tuesday, December 01, 2009
time:10:17 PM

我不信命我不信命我只信你

A'S ARE OFFICIALLY OVERRR! :D YIPPPPEEE

haha okay this is kinda late but i was too busy immensing myself in fun and freedom :P

physics paper 1 was harder than expected. minus like 4-5 marks alr i guess. ohwells.
had class bbq at night after the final paper. 30 nov. i shall rmb this date forever!!

centre no. 3036, reg no. 0289 (:
u are now just a memory in my life wahaha

so far i've already accomplished quite alot of the things i said i wanted to do in my previous post!
im kinda excited for prom hehe. although i know my dress will confirm clash with someone else since its from daniel yam such a popular and common shop but oh wells.

gonna send my mom to the airport tmr morning (:

okay my 8msn convos are blinking like crazy alr =/

goodbye a's,
hello freedom and crazy disasters :S

this whole a level has passed faster than i can absorb and feel its presence T.T

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title: 3 more to go!
date: Saturday, November 21, 2009
time:9:20 AM

i cant believe 9 papers are over alr!
going out to playy todayyy :D yay like finally there's a breather.

these 2 weeks have been sooooo torturous and horrible.
i cant believe time and actually pass so slowly :( boo.
it has been a really traumatising week =/ i think the first week was far better than the second seeing how tears were shed in the latter thanks to the utterly disgusting paper 2 econs essays. and i still cant believe how i just cried the night before chem paper2 for like no apparent reason haha =/

nomoreMath!
nomoreEcons!
nomoreGp!
nomoreChinese!

wow tt's sounds kinda wonderful HAHA.

going to vivocity for brunch with mom, shop ard and sakae sushi!
ohmeegeee sounds damn slack and sinful haha
oh n my mom insist on bringing me to do some foot massage for my health =/ haha

i cant wait to go out to play like mad after physics paper 3! lots of stuff to do ive got a whole list down already haha

1. catch up with all my friends (:
2. go out with playyyy
3. watch 2012
4. watch twilight
5. go roller blading :D
6. shop for prom dress
7. decide on the schools to apply =/
8. application forms =/
9. mm oh dye my hair!
10. erm i dont know.. but right now all i wanna do is go out and have some quality time with my friends D:

okay i shall go bathe and get ready to go out now!

jiayou people 3 more 3 more gogogo!
stupid history ppl only have 1 left! bleahs. nvm i'd rather have my papers spread out (:

oh and i realised exams and pimples have a strong positive linear correlation hahah

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title:
date: Tuesday, November 03, 2009
time:11:08 AM

曲：陈奕迅词：李焯雄唱：陈奕迅

不要把我推开
当坚持像无赖
当钻石也变尘埃
我信你在

唯有寂寞慷慨
骨牌倒了下来
想安慰找不到对白
那空白

可是我相信爱
我信异想才有日会天开
可是爱我相信爱
就算一切都像独白

就算没对你说
我爱我爱我爱你会在

oh my god, it's just amazingly beautiful.

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title: we're going down
date: Monday, October 26, 2009
time:9:10 PM

ive somewhat lost my vibe for mugging in school.

dont feel like going to sch tmr but there's gp consult at 12 boo.

dilemma dilemma dilemma

remember all the things we wanted

are all our memories still haunted?

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title: if i could, i would
date: Thursday, October 15, 2009
time:5:12 PM

mmm. im home early today! (: yay havent been online nor watched the tv for like 5 days? that's a big big sacrifice haha. shall go sleep after posting this random useless post.

i woke up in a happy mood today! felt less ugly than usual HAHA. sufficient beauty sleep :P
and there was like this sixth sense telling you sth good will happen today. and true enough
sth surprising happened today O: quite cool hehe

(:

hmm

econseconseconsss :S

on a side note. today sth UTTERLY embarrassing happened. :( which i shall force myself NOT to think about. boooooo. T.T

gawd im so sleeeeeeeeeepy.

here's a little sth to cheer up ur day! hehe

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title: I tried my best to be guarded.
date: Friday, October 09, 2009
time:8:19 PM

But I'm a open book instead.

gosh it's been ages since ive been here i almost forgotten my password haha.
this is the most retarded time to revive my blog. 3 weeks before a's and ive absolutely no confidence in the examinations creeping my way yet im stoning in front of the tv, chatting online and blogging.

why do u seem to feel sad when u see friends brooding over their results.
why will my heart wrench a little just to look straight into ppl's shimmering eyes which maps out disappointment and resentment.
why cant there be carefree smiles on your faces like before.

i'm trying to cheer my dear friend up right now but it seems to be futile :( it's making me sadddd. i shall go running later. helps to destresssss.

mm to whoever out there who still visits my blog despite having been locked and abandoned for 6 months. omg exactly 6months in fact. :
SMILEEE :D
let's work hard together for A's!
jiayoujiayoujiayou! ^^

ure NOT aimless k! neither are u helpless!
remember patricia's just an sms away! :D

"In the pain there is healing,
In your name i find meaning. "
such an amazingly beautiful quote right!

time traveller's wife. wonder if i'll have time to catch it. :(

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