Tuesday, November 03, 2009
曲：陈奕迅 词：李焯雄 唱：陈奕迅
不要把我推开
当坚持像无赖
当钻石也变尘埃
我信 你在唯有寂寞慷慨
骨牌倒了下来
想安慰找不到对白
那空白可是我 相信爱
我信异想才有日会天开
可是爱 我相信爱
就算一切都像独白就算没对你说 我爱 我爱 我爱 你会在oh my god, it's just amazingly beautiful.
9:10 PM
ive somewhat lost my vibe for mugging in school.
:(
dont feel like going to sch tmr but there's gp consult at 12 boo.
dilemma dilemma dilemma
remember all the things we wanted
are all our memories still haunted?
Thursday, October 15, 2009
mmm. im home early today! (: yay havent been online nor watched the tv for like 5 days? that's a big big sacrifice haha. shall go sleep after posting this random useless post.
i woke up in a happy mood today! felt less ugly than usual HAHA. sufficient beauty sleep :P
and there was like this sixth sense telling you sth good will happen today. and true enough
sth surprising happened today O: quite cool hehe
(:
hmm
econseconseconsss :S
on a side note. today sth UTTERLY embarrassing happened. :( which i shall force myself NOT to think about. boooooo. T.T
gawd im so sleeeeeeeeeepy.
here's a little sth to cheer up ur day! hehe
I tried my best to be guarded.
But I'm a open book instead.
.
gosh it's been ages since ive been here i almost forgotten my password haha.
this is the most retarded time to revive my blog. 3 weeks before a's and ive absolutely no confidence in the examinations creeping my way yet im stoning in front of the tv, chatting online and blogging.
why do u seem to feel sad when u see friends brooding over their results.
why will my heart wrench a little just to look straight into ppl's shimmering eyes which maps out disappointment and resentment.
why cant there be carefree smiles on your faces like before.
i'm trying to cheer my dear friend up right now but it seems to be futile :( it's making me sadddd. i shall go running later. helps to destresssss.
mm to whoever out there who still visits my blog despite having been locked and abandoned for 6 months. omg exactly 6months in fact. :
SMILEEE :D
let's work hard together for A's!
jiayoujiayoujiayou! ^^
ure NOT aimless k! neither are u helpless!
remember patricia's just an sms away! :D
"In the pain there is healing,
In your name i find meaning. "
such an amazingly beautiful quote right!
time traveller's wife. wonder if i'll have time to catch it. :(
10:00 PM
my very special day! :D today's a really happening day for almost everyone. physics paper and pw :S haha
but it's an
extremely happpppppppppppyyyyyy dayyyyyyyyyyyyyy! :D (of course right, it's a damn good day please HAHA) i cant exactly pen down what im feeling right now, but it's bloody good :P
a big thankYOUU to everyone whether it's just a simple wish through sms or personally, or lovely thoughtful presents, or amazing handmade cards, i really really really reallly sincerely appreciated it :D spent the whole journey to school replying all the smses i got this morning haha. so sorry if i didnt reply you, that's cause u sent it after school started or i was busy , but thankyou! (:
okay, i still have another cake cutting session later, so point form k!! :D
0. S7 surprise after band in the morning <31. recovered from my flu 2. a wonderful birthday song by 65 that was sung like a funeral on purpose in fishtank!?!@#*& please funeral ah hahaha3. green tea breadtalk birthday cake :D (thanks elizabeth!)4. smashed in the face with the cake .__. 5. forced by mel tan to drink the whole bottle, and 6. had my first feel of being DRUNKK. IN SCHOOL. (damn cool to be drunk hahaha)7. my first 2 wishes came true!! physics and PW yayyyy :D hehe8. mell yeo's house9. a satisfying and fruitful band prac10. surprise cake from band prepared by liangsai and cynthia thankyou! (:11. apple pieeeee :O12. i managed to catch the bus even though i flagged it too late and the bus went past the busstop already. the nice uncle still stopped for me and i had a seat waiting for me in the fairly crowded bus :O haha13. i like to make birthday wishes HAHAive always wondered what it'll be like to get drunk after seeing how jingying acted when she was drunk in cambodia. and today i finally experienced it for the first time, the first step to my 18 year old life :D so for me, this is what i'll become when i get drunk : light floating mind the first 5 mins, sleepy and droopy eyes, get
SUPER ULTRA REDDDD and HOT on the ears and face HAHA, (then after sleeping for a while during physics lecture), a little high for 5 mins, then the redness subsides and i am over it :D HAHAHAA and i was totally alert throughout can. not like jingying at all. was rather apprehensive of laughing hysterically for no apparent reason or acting like an insane person. luckily it didnt happen to me ((:
im gonna have my first taste of the pub tmr night!!
okay gotta go cut cake and sing song byebye!
10:56 PM
I'm bathing in happiness
HELLO :D haha so sorry for the long hiatus. was thinking since blocks are here and i wont be updating anytime soon, might as well just change it to a duper simple layout. and have the playlist there for u guys to listen (yes. i know ppl come my blog JUST to listen to the playlist and nothing else HAHA) okay and right now the playlist is giving me problems by BLOCKING MY POSTS >: ( so, im trying to figure sth out. shall just put it behind my post for the time being haha. (ok. i know it looks damn dumb. but i rather it look dumb than have no nice music(: )
Blocks are over! yayyy. im so happy :D it's a huge relieve really. ms lim just told me that my gp essay's too light and faint and the other teachers were asking her to deduct marks cause of that! omggg T.T it's blue pen lehhhhh. where got faint and light. :S
anyways, i think i screwed up the most for gp and chemistry . totally had no mood to mug for chem since it was the last paper haha. never fails to happen to my last paper. what stupid hot ethanolic KOH. and some stupid minor nucleophilic substituition.__. haha
ben & jerrys after blocks was GREATTTT. omggg the 6 scoops merlion really satisfied all our endorphine needs and made us all so happppy :D cant wait for ben and jerry's dayyy!
so now im super happy 'cause.. basically i :
1. can catch up on my never ending tv drama serials again!!
2. my dad signed up for some hollywood clicks thing. where i can order whatever movie dvd i want(even the recent ones) and they'll send it over for free :O
3. outings outings and more outings!
4. ben and jerry's day coming up :P
5. im savouring every bit of life
6. gym in the evening makes me happier
7. food's getting better and better day by day HAHA
8. car wash next week which hopefull ymeans fun (:
9. something's coming up in 3 weeeeeks! yippee
10. my parents are so doting on me that i feel blissed and rather guilty
11. i THINK AND FEEL THAT I AM AND WILL GROW TALLER. HA. I DONT CARE I WILL SOMEDAY :D
now beat that! and tell me u're not only bathing in happiness but flooded in one (:
i think i have a tsunami here hahahah
okkay tv time! nights everyone <3
Sunday, February 15, 2009
sth sth yeah sth went on today.
yup.
and i have decided on sth. which is sth that sucks
i can do that sth! yeah man.
and i still have tons of sth to do. ._.
but im doing sth else now instead.
i need to do sth. but im procrastinatinggggggggg :( ugh.
i dont want sch to start tmr.
i need more holidays
